today we just had our school dance (grades 1 to 8 dance) and i think we did pretty well

but what brought me to wright this journal entry was this guy who might have pushed me a little to far,well,the fact that i don't like to have fight with people and that i don't insult people kinda makes it that i don't have much back-bone

anyways,this guy has been pushing me around since the 2nd(or 3rd) grade, but today i wanted to do something to him that i just might regret (or not) but when i ran all the way to our classroom...the rage suddenly went away, i might have said a couple think to the guy but i couldn't hit him,a lot of people i know hate his guts but i could have been the one to stand up to him...Chev could have been telling the truth...or i could have been acting like a complete idiot...but then again,this stroke of rage might just be a reminder of what he's been doing for the past few years,but i cant take revenge or hurt anyone, yes im tough and yes i know some fighting styles but that's all just for fun...i just cant hurt people i don't like for something he did, how do i stand up to someone? sorry for that question,its just i don't have any back-bone x_x any ideas?